❝ It all hurts. It all feels sad. Everything was heavy. Everyone is just curious and does not really care. I'm depressed. Too much pressure. I'm stress. Too many thoughts. I hate myself who can not do anything well. I hate myself. Everything is getting heavier. I want to stop. I do not want to think about anything. I want to be free of the monster inside me. If indeed I can not be free of that monster, I really do not want to live. I want to end it. ❞ -mldhn
That Girl (Part 4) The girl was false.The girl pretending to be all right. The girl is increasingly chaotic. Although, she looks fine with it every day. The girl, tired. The girl, sad. The girl was too much to save her mind. The girl is stressed out. The girl was depressed. Every night the girl crying. She cried silently in she's room. She cried out in silence, because fear of anyone who knows, especially her parents. The girl just keep it all by yourself. The girl was afraid. Even if the girl tell other people, she didn't know what to who she talked. The girl was afraid if she's going to be at the despicable her friend. The girl was afraid if she's the story, then her friends will be mocked. Every day she was tortured by himself. Every day she seemed to want to die. -17 April 2018
That Girl (Part 8) Every day it feels painful. When that girl wakes up from her sleep, she is always crying. Even on the way to school the girl was crying. But once she got to school she could be so calm, as if everything was all right. That girl smiled pleasantly. By nightfall that girl was always tormented. That girl was tormented by her thoughts. That girl can only cry. That girl cried softly. That girl was crying everytime she slept. Things like that happen every day. That girl asked herself, would she be like this forever ? It's been nearly 8 months. Nothing changed and seemed to get worse. Will she continue like that? That girl was so desperate to end it. But that girl was afraid of what would happen if she ended it. Fear what happened afterwards. She could not tell anyone what had happened to her. The monster inside her body and mind kept torturing her. -mldhn
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